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Name: Kiara Sanura
Country: United States
State: Washington
Birthday: 9/19/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing, drawing, alienating the popular, painting, swimming, anything I can do to get a laugh
Expertise: Writing, and being the smart ass I was born and raised to be...
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
7/7/2002
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| so I met this guy online...
the bummer is that he lives 1609.3 miles away!
He was gonna come see me during Valentine's day, but some financial stuff came up and it turns out he won't have enough money to! ...unless you help us out! PLEASE! help us out :(?
click on the clicky to donate... ANYTHING...
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| The weather outside is frightful
but the fire is so delightful
unless no one is there to share it...
I miss Jhovy...
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| I want to fuckin die...
I'm no better than Jen... Jhovy and I got back together today. I'm happy about this... honestly, I couldn't be more happy... I love him soo much... but...
I hate myself for something I did. Not during our "break" unfourtunately... before it. About two weeks before it... you see, I was feeling lonely because Jhovy wasn't paying attention to me. I made, maybe, the biggest mistake of my LIFE...
...I made out with his roommate. I feel like shit. I talked to Monkey about it today, and he said some things that made me feel like I HAD to tell him... :( I hope I'm doing the right thing... and what's worse...
I hope he doesn't LEAVE me... again... | | |
| he called me his exgirlfriend in a post now...
I guess that means its official...
THAT really hurt... you have no idea... so now I have a whole new string of questions in my mind. Does this mean he's accepted that we're broken up? Does this mean there's no chance we're gonna get back together? If we are going to get back together, how long will it be before we do? Did he push me away just so that he could get some pot in between? If so, then what's to stop him from doing this again just so that he can get some more in? Is this going to happen every six months? ...paranoid... pessimistic... protective over something that's no longer mine...
its driving me nuts... | | |
| I miss the way we actually use to talk
I miss the way he use to wake up early to come over to see me
I miss the way he use to come OVER to see me...
I miss the way things were before Elyza grew up... I guess Elyza has ruined more things than I thought she had... ...no... I can't blame the failure of the realationship on her.
It was his fault... and mine. I hadn't realized how damned materialistic I got...
then again, he was probably pushing me away so he could have a joint and not have me break up with him permanately... ...makes me fuckin sick | | |
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